For no reason here is an arty picture of my face. Thought I’d be super lazy and just put up a bit of a story I’ve been working on instead of doing my thesis. Guess what happens…. Milk Jane had been in the room for a solid week when the noises started. The screaming […]
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A bit of a story
June 20, 2013Watch your language.
June 10, 2013A picture of my boot on grass…. well just because…. An incident from the last few years: Soft. Fuzzy. Warm. Electricity running through every capillary. Dark orange lighting. Music. Muted speaking. ‘We should get breakfast in the morning’ he garbles at her. Her mouth is moving but she doesn’t know what she’s saying. She […]
FRIENDSHIP BLAH BLAH
June 3, 2013Friendship is a weird thing. You can be intensely close with someone for a few months and then end up nearly hating them. You could literally spend everyday living in someone’s pocket- the two of you so happy just hanging out together – and then it changes. Something in the dynamic bends slightly and it […]
LAME LAME LAME
May 20, 2013I have been thinking the last while about what I enjoy and what makes me happy in order to maintain some type of positivity. Bucket lists are lame, there’s no denying that really BUT there are a load of things that I would like to do before I die. LOADS of them and if I […]
The Suckiest Year of My Life and What I’ve learned.
May 13, 2013I should probably clarify that this is quite personal and maybe self absorbed but still something I think I will share…. Well just cos….. I was going to write about how I’d like a nemesis but the other night I experienced an inappropriate level of anger and thought I would write about that instead. I’m […]
Moments of drunk self-realisation
May 6, 2013There often comes a point between the seventh and ninth drink when you find yourself staring in your friend’s bathroom mirror. You’ve probably been standing there a while – how long exactly you don’t know – staring at your red cheeks and slightly messed hair. You might even be checking out your pit stains […]
‘Let me tell you something my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane.’ – Red, The Shawshank Redmemption
April 29, 2013He He’s such a cool nerd…. When I think about being a kid everything seemed ahead of me and everything was happy and sepia toned and exciting. Everything was apparently tinged with hope because you could be anything and you probably had a lower threshold for what constituted as exciting. Then I realise that […]
Time /Mediocrity = Disappointment
April 22, 2013Despite my actual cheery countenance I am actually a deeply resentful, angry and bored person. I realised recently that my fixations on things that bother me probably only serve to deflect my own critical self analysis, which if I actually took the time to do, would probably send me spiralling into a state of comatose […]
Phobias
April 15, 2013It bothers me that I have loads of fears, both rational and irrational, that hold me back. They may not even be fears as such but these could take the form of things I simply will not do. While I know that not doing some of these things prevents me from leading a ‘richer […]
The Most Difficult Thing I’ve Ever Written
April 1, 2013It has occurred to me that I should possibly present some things that I actually like to show that I’m not a completely angry person. In fact, I’m quite reasonable. The other day I started to compile a list of things that I actually like. It was hard, even harder still to find things that […]
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